Wednesday, November 30, 2005

伤思

每当我坐在家里,回头望见那张“Please pray for china”的中国地图时,我的心就变得激动同时又夹杂着迷茫与忧思。作为一个孤寂的海外学子,作为一个身无分文才学寡陋而又情感丰富渴望理想的年轻人,作为一个蒙受主爱而又不敢为信仰舍命的伪基督徒,作为一个渴望福音遍神州而又身单力薄的“叛国者”,作为一个要爱人如己却又被事业和爱情所困的懦夫,我求问:主啊!天父!你所指定的路在我脚下吗?

“这是何等艰难的选择--因为,他是那么热爱生命,他热爱鲜花、热爱阳光、热爱父母、热爱情人、热爱生活中的一切,然而,他的选择意味着放弃这一切。这是何等震撼的选择--因为,他是那么热爱祖国,他热爱德国的乡村和城市、热爱德国的音乐和艺术、热爱德国的文化和历史,然而,他的选择会被许多同胞看成是对德国的背叛!”----出自《作门徒的代价》[德]迪特里希`朋霍费尔 著,from 'The Cost of Discipleship' by Dietrich Bonhoeffer

1 Comments:

At 8:49 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Our Father in Heaven may not be willing you alone to finish the whole task of China Mission.He will be pleased if you can serve Him from where you are now.

He will prepare and equip you...He sees your heart...and He knows everything about you - your weakness,your strength...One day,he will give you a task according to how He has prepared you....and you will do a Great job for Him,but in His strength!Remember...Philipians 4:13 says:- 'I can do all things thro' Christ who strengthens me!'

Also,God's hands will be moved each time you pray for your beloved country China.So...right now,just say a word of prayer each time you glance at the map of China.Because...每一次你祷告,你摇动他的手。。。。大山被挪移,使中国归向他!阿门。

 

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